i haven't slept for 30 hours.

we hit a deer.

i am bored now.

shalom.

i can't believe that i've deserved the bad things in my life...

or the good things, for that matter.

I can merely try to see true love and allow it to engulf me.

shalom.

rescue pa

so, i am in pennsylvania.
i am pretty sure i almost died. i was very sick. nobody really understood how bad it was. i just got out of the hospital after being in there for 9 days... and i'm still sick. at least i don't feel like i'm going to die soon, though. my mom came to the rescue. moms are good for that-- caring more than anyone else (even more than you care for yourself).

so, i have no job. i still have bills to pay. half of my stuff is in indiana. i am sick. i want to live. i have no idea what i am to do next in my life.

hopefully, i will figure it out.
or someone else will.

shalom.