Missing Cat/ Missing Wife

I always think that people have motives.
Maybe it's because I don't know if I even have motives... for anything.
If I figure out there motives, maybe I can learn how to make my own?
I'm just getting older.
I'm thinking I'm getting a lot older than I actually am.

Umm.
*Sigh*

I don't have new thoughts. Well, I can't remember if I did have some recently.
Nowland, one of our cats, has been missing for a week.
We looked at the animal shelter, even.
My wife was gone for a week, as well.
She came back, though.
I thought I would have this great time on my own.
You know: "Guys night out!... Video games!... Beer!..."
Not really.
She's more a part of me than I am, at the moment.

shalom.