Pizza Dreams

I never have considered myself a very creative person.
I am good at drawing, okay at painting, and decent at building things,
but not creative.
I have very creative dreams.
I need to start writing them down again.

And eating more pizza before I fall asleep.

Maybe that will kick start something.


I need to start picking up the guitar again and writing simple songs.
I try drawing, but I always start drawing things I'm looking at.
It's funny because if someone asked me to draw something specific, I could do it.
When it's an empty piece of paper and an empty mind, it is another feat.
I never went to art school, because I was never passionate about it.
Doing it all the time is hard work
I like learning everything, just enough where I'm good at it.
I don't know if that's because I want to be prepared to tell someone at any situation, "I know how to do that," or if it's because I get addicted to things rather easily.
The second I am interested in some certain hobby, that's all I talk about, that's all I do, and that's all I think about.


shalom.

p.s. I randomly decided to run 2 miles yesterday.
Timed myself: 15 minutes.
I impressed myself.