I don't know...

I honestly wonder if we are worth being here.
I honestly wonder if we were built to fulfill hope, also.

There is a balance in my mind and I do not know where to put my pebbles.

I saw a movie that helped me see the hopelessness to our world and to humankind's answers.
I think everyone is misled by ambition in some way.
I think once someone believes they have the know-all solution to life, they are wrong.
I think that everyone is missing the greatest point of this life.
If I wasn't true about this, then I would see the world becoming hopeful.
I believe people are trying. But, then again, I do not see trying as means to help.
I believe I do seem some hope sometimes, but I question its existence.
It is difficult to explain.
I am still trying to see God.
It is rather desolate at times.
I do not want to give up. But, shall I change anything?
I do not want to give up. But, does it matter?
I do not want to give up. But, maybe giving up is the point.
I don't know.
Not right now, at least.
I search for a life that is meaningful and that is desperate,
but I do not see it in front of me at the present moment.


Shalom.
Shalom.