I'm trying to get my life together. I'm not very good at it.
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We all have shields. We often try to protect ourselves or others with them, which is ironic because they often injure ourselves or others, turning our shields into weapons.
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I often give up if things are too frustrating. Being in a relationship has made me more frustrated lately than most things have, yet I have not given up and will not give up. It gives me hope that I can change for the better.
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I have been more judging and gossipy then I have been in a long time. I hate that. I absolutely hate that. I don't like bitching behind people's backs. I don't like joining others in their endeavors of it, either. It's so wearing on my soul.
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I really miss my dreadlocks. It's shallow, but I really do. I hate what I look like right now. I spend too much time changing clothes because every time I look in the mirror, I just look like a tool.
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Money is fake. It is not real. It is an idea that is not backed up by it's logic, yet it controls the world. They are pieces of paper, yet they can make a person go insane with worry or greed or comfort.
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Shalom.
2 comments:
if money is not real... then it is not a valid excuse to put off the important things in life in the name of "not enough money."
we'll get creative.
so rob a bank?
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