25 Things for Those Who Haven't Seen Mine Yet.

This is a pretty fun thing going around Facebook. You list 25 random things about yourself and then whoever is tagged in your note is supposed to do it as well. It's very interesting to read others' and to do it as well.

1. I did this because I would rather not be applying for a new job at the moment.
2. I get easily jealous of friends and strangers because I wish I was as cool as them.
3. I hate money so bad, but I want so much more of it.
4. The first movie I have ever cried during was Alladin.
5. In highschool, I thought I was gay because I didn't have a girlfriend, but then I found out I wasn't a few days later.
6. I used to get picked on a lot at school and in my neighborhood, which helped me use one of my greatest strengths: crying, so that my dad would scare them away.
7. 2 years ago I thought I killed an ant and started crying, then it started moving again.
8. I've always wanted to change the world and have nobody know I did it. Still working on ideas.
9. I've written songs on guitar and piano, but I would never sing in front of 2 people.
10. I think I'm a pretty good speaker, but I get so anxious and worried before I have to speak that I debate hurting myself severely (like hitting another car head on at 45 miles an hour) so I don't have to go without lying about why I didn't go.
11. I once had a dream of a car crash happening before the exact same crash I dreamed about actually happened.
12. I've never smoked pot and am kind of jealous of people who have. I don't know why.
13. I think it's funny that most people tell me that I seemed cocky when they first met me, because I hate myself more often than not which is a problem I'm trying to work on.
14. I have cursed like a sailor most of my life from 2nd grade until I went to college, then started again after college.
15. I nagged my mom about smoking and even threw away tons of her cigarettes, but then started after I turned 21. I just recently quit.
16. I feel lonely most of the time.
17. I always have hope for others' lives and the world no matter how depressed I get.
18. I never had a drink of alcohol while attending AU.
19. In college I almost dropped out my freshman year and rode my bike across the country to love people and learn about Jesus. My family had a lot of pressure on me, so I changed my mind.
20. I regret going to college to learn about Jesus. Well, not going to college, but paying 80,000 dollars I didn't have in the first place.
21. I pick my nose and often wipe in on the inside of the thighs on my pants.
22. If I knew I was going to die soon, I would go to Tibet to live.
23. I used to hate white people. I used to also never call myself white.
24. I miss a lot of my friends. I never really realized how bad I was at showing them I wanted to keep them in my life.
25. When I was an RA, I once punched myself in the face repeatedly so that I would be listened to.



Shalom.