This may be the last post.

I don't want to write anymore.
All I do is write about how I feel.
If I feel crappy,
which is most of the time,
it's just a like a selfish cry for help kind of bull crap.
If I feel good,
I just feel like I'm lying to myself.
No matter what the case,
it's just a unfulfilling waste of time,
because who am I kidding?
I have this personality that just makes people feel bad,
whether on purpose or not, and
I don't want people to feel bad for me.
If my life sucks it's my fault.
If I know why it sucks then I need to change it.
But, I don't,
so boo hoo,
who cares.

This is just not really helping anyone,
so I'm done.