On the lighter side of things, I am getting pretty stinking tan.
I still haven't received a pay check.
I lost my cellphone.
I have learned how to "handle with care" at work, which means I have learned how to be a humble bad ass (if that exists... well, actually Jesus was, so, then, that is a correct match of adjective and noun) and restrain youth.
I have eaten for free for a very long time. That is a blessing, but my belly is getting a little too pudgy for comfort. Literally, it's hard to sit up straight.
I went to a church service for the first time in lots of months. I enjoyed it.
I rode my bike across town. Painful, but very empowering.
I get to see the love of my life approximately 5 days.
I miss her so.
She is, honestly, my best friend, which I never thought a girl could be my best friend.
Yeah.
Mushy.
SHALOM.
Sorry Mr/Mrs Anonymous for being so snappy,
but you did something worse than hurt me,
you almost crushed every reason to believe in myself.
I couldn't let that happen.
It's taking a long time for me to finally believe in myself,
And, I don't want that taken away again.
I hope you understand.
2 comments:
How are you my friend? Stumbled upon your blog! And now I will enjoy reading it. I hope you are well. Are you in A-town? PA? SF? Where??!!! I think of you and the Smith RA bros often. Miss ya. And God bless...
Chris
:) Just when I think God isn't holding you close you revel your heart and I know it will all be okay for you. I worry that you will get really sick again and no one will help you. I get angry with you when you lose your phone but when you don't care enough to care for yourself it kills me. I WANT YOU TO GET SOME HEALTH CARE! HIRE MY BOY FULLTIME! HE'S THE BEST AROUND! Remember August 11th. Sorry I was so snappy and full of negativity at you but I get tired of obstacles and CRAP : ) You can have Rach's phone when she gets a new one ok? RyRy dont give up no matter what. I LOVE LEAH TOO! & I LOVE YOU TOO...ALWAYS XOXO
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