I'll Write Shalom If I So Please.

Honestly, who ever wrote the comment on the last blog.... that just made no sense about my childhood friend controlling my feelings... and it makes me not want to write at all.

I don't care if I sound negative. Life is negative a lot.
I don't care if I sound depressed. I am depressed a lot.
I know I say shalom. I have learned to have peace in my life. Sometimes I don't have it and, then, it is something to aim for- a prayer. So, don't criticize me and ask me why I say shalom when I'm writing "negatively". Much of the Bible doesn't fit together and "contradicts" itself, but I don't hear Christians giving the Bible advice. That's because may contradiction, is the only thing that can explain/express certain things.
If that is a contradiction to YOU, then that is okay. But, it is not a contradiction to me.
I do not need advice every time I speak. I am not stupid. I am not scared.
I don't know why people I know seem to always give me advice, when I never asked for advice.
I just simply want to be listened to because I am simply writing.
I don't care if everyone understands me. I didn't start a blog for everyone to understand me.

Maybe this is why I feel like I don't fit in with anyone anymore.
Sorry to ramble on, but honestly this is how I feel.


SHALOM.