now listening to: MF DOOM
I don't like the fact that if I want to be great at something, because, honestly, I'm lazy. I won't lie. I thought about this because I tried drawing a picture and I just stopped because I suck. If I don't want to suck, I have to practice, practice, practice. Screw that.
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a.d.d. moment- I got my tax return! niiiicccccceeee.....
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I don't understand why I haven't been writing on this blog lately. I mean, I know why-- I don't have anything, that I feel is important, to write about. My life is like 'fill in the blank'. Not that I want you to fill it, but that's just what is like. The blank needs filled. It's not that my life is the worst, but it just needs filled- all the way to the top. Substantial, fulfilling, unregretful, something. I've thought about all the things I would want to do. I think it would be fun to write music... folk and hip-hop... not necessarily together. I think it would be fun to make art and see if some sucker (or highly educated and interesting person) would purchase them. I think it would be fun to make random things and sell them, like bags, clothes, furniture, etc.
What I don't enjoy is that these fun ideas wouldn't make me feel any better about life, so, therefore, I don't really want to put an importance to these things. They just fun.
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yeah, i'm bored.
bye now.
shalom.
2 comments:
i think that plenty of those things will fill at least part of it. you can't make music all the time and not have some effect on people. making things for other people leads to making cooler things for other people leads to friends leads to opportunities leads to something else fulfilling for a while.
uhhh... im a fan of starting something/anything and seeing where it takes you. case you haven't noticed. use your tax return and go to hawaii, then use the rest of it to start something exciting and go from there.
dude, when are you coming back to atown? you said you were like a few weeks ago. i was just checking to see if everything was ok. you know what to do.
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