sighed

well, i have experienced my first, paid vacation.
i did nothing big. i just went home. i missed my family.
i have spent 80% of this trip lying down-- either sleeping, or just lying there. i am not feeling good. a lot lately, but i'm working on getting help. it's just hard.
i want to snap my fingers and have all these troubles of our world vanish.
i really do not want to work in a gas station for many years.
i need to find a job where i can express my passion more to others.
it's very hard to find.
or, at least i think so.

okay, i shall go lay down again.
i come back to a-town tomorrow.
shalom.