i am a piece of crap. i don't do what i'm supposed to.
i am not depressed.
i am just being honest.
where's the balance of saying how much i need grace?
because i know i need grace more than i don't deserve.
i am detached.
not really from the world,
but from christians.
i feel like i can't relate, like i don't fit in the body of christ, that i see gathering in these buildings.
but when i'm working at a gas station in the middle of the night,
i know God is with me and i fit in-- i belong.
if this is true,
am i really a part of the body, or am i an sixth finger?-- still usable, just not cared for.
God has guided me thus far, and i am tired, honestly, but i must push on and believe that God can change the world through me and a gas station...
cuz if i don't, then i'm not living.
shalom.
1 comment:
Who of this world can put a value on a vocation when looking from my perspective? I don't base my judgement on how much money a person makes or how they wear their hair. I look at their heart and know what they are trying to do to bring glory to me. You are my big hearted warrior in this world. Don't be discouraged. I Love you and know you.
Love, God
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