Shalom.

Now listening to: Late Registration by Kayne West
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Click, play, browse, scroll. It's everywhere. Pain.
But then, i look again, and there's something else. Solutions.
Conventions everywhere, for the Sudan refugee children, for Darfur suffering from war, a intiative song for Sierra Leone, for countries suffering from a lack of human rights, etc.
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It's so easy to get involved. It's so easy to see that this world is heading for something better. People are opening there eyes. Lights across the world searching for darkness and peircing through it.
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But what do you hear about Jesus? Not much. Maybe my dumb ears are deaf. Maybe i'm not listening hard enough. I mean Jesus is everywhere working through the most descreet ways, but did he say that He would work without mentioning the Lord? I don't want to be a skeptic, but i don't want to be a band-wagonee either. Maybe i'm just jealous because i dreamed of coming up with some revolutionary idea to change the world, yet others have beat me there.
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Where doyou wanna be right now?
It seems like such a simple question, but this question alone screws me all up. I just want to be where i belong. I want to know where i'm needed.
Where do you think you're needed?
If i knew that, there wouldn't be a problem. There's so much help everywhere, seats are quickly filling up, so to speak. "Come here, Go there, Join us here." I appreciate the help, but I know where I don't need to be... or do I?
What seems interesting?
I don't care. I just wanna be somewhere. Not trendy, not comfortable, or popular.
What do you want in a place?
What doest that mean? "What do i want in my coffee?" is a better question, cuz i know the answer. Cream and sugar.
Who do you want to be with?
Yes and no.
That wasn't a yes or no question.
I made it one.
Why?
I don't even know if i want to be around someone right now. I think i want to be around people, but i'm not sure. It would be nice, but i don't know if i want "something nice".
Do you know what you want? I think so.
What is that?
Shalom.