After completing all my last-second papers and tests, after telling my friends goodbye, after an 8 and 1/2 hour drive in the trecherous snow, I am here. I am home.
This snow is everywhere and there is so much of it. Holy goodness.
I am graduated. I am no longer a college kid. I am a "grown up". Where do I go from here?
"I live on the road, a modern day hobo..."
Well, I didn't really have anything planned. If you know me, you know I'm pretty slow when it comes to those things. God can still work through my spontinaity. I just got offered a job in San Fransisco to work with Center for Student Missions. Booyah. Things just work out.
"With every summer, there's fall..."
I don't have any of the "things" I feel like I'm supposed to have together. I thought by this time in my life I was supposed to be resposible, wise, living, among other things. I feel at ease. Why is that? Why do people feel extremely relieved when they graduate? Is it because they accomplished something? Probably. For me, I just feel better because I think I'm doing what I was supposed to-- Not waste thousands of dollars and sit around on my butt. Will I really live that differently than before?
We'll find out.
"I gotta go now, gotta go now, gotta go..."
I don't know what else to say. "Deep mode" has died.
Shalom.
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