Learning;

Hey Hey Hey.
So, things. Things have been. Things have been going. Good? I would think so. Bad? I wouldn't think so much. But what evidence do I have to say, "not bad"? None. Oh well. I am trying to figure out how to, "Live a life following Christ," as simple and not confusing (which it isn't) as I would like to put it. Do I fail? Yes. A lot.
I learned something interesting today in class ( I know, class? Who learns stuff in that evil place?). I learned two things: 1. I say that I already knew something when someone tells me something I didn't know. Why do I do that? Because I don't want to be hurt/offended by someone calling me out. If I didn't know before, it makes me vulnerable, which means that whoever told me is smarter and better than me, blah, blah, blah. That's stupid. Smack. 2. Learning is an experience, which means you cannot learn by getting the easy answer (a.k.a. praying for God's will or figuring out the absolute truth for conversation's sake).
Life is hard. Smack.
If it wasn't we wouldn't learn as much. If it wasn't we wouldn't be living enough. I forget who said it, but the opposite of love is not hate; it's apathy (not caring; not doing). Smack.


Ouch... that's a slap in the face. But it feels good:)
Shalom.