I saw this picture when I got on the computer today.
It's so sad...
His heart sees her and screams and weeps.
His mind sees this, remembers his orders, and looks away.
I wish I could say I was better than this man.
I do nothing. I have always done nothing, so why should I feel bad now? I cannot fix the world, so why make an impossible attempt to achieve something great for the world?
I find myself stuck in an agrigate attitude. To get my house, my car, my job, my "life... but I do not want that, I do not want that. I want something for them for those who are essentially supposed to be one in the same body with me, but that is not what most want, that is not what most want. Am I to judge what I know what other people want?? No. But if it looks like, smells like, tastes like, acts like, and is like what it appears to be, more than likely it is...
Deep down people want more. Somebody used to tell me, "want in one and crap in the other. see which one is full first."
I pray that my wants and beliefs would match up with my life and actions, or esle am I really believing? I pray that I'll have the faith in a God who intricately made me in love and can do limitless things. I pray that.
shalom.