Whoooo!! Bored! Man, I'll tell you I need to just go off on this blog like nobody's business because I feel lately that purpose is such a dilemma and I've been put in a environment where I think the purpose I need to achieve, that I feel so worthless. Then that leads to loneliness... which leads to me thinking about why I think I'm lonely, only amplifying these bottles of emotions.
The world is watching us from a distance,
wanting more for their own existence...
Tell me,
How will we make a difference,
for eternity?
Does anybody want to know why...
we're alive?
What's teh purpose of this life?
Before I die and I leave the world behind...
I want to know why I'm alive.
God created for the Creator,
to live inside
there's a hole in your soul and i know,
that you try
to fill it
with everylittle thing but the very one who can,
heal it
and bring hope to a world that wants to know why..... .they're alive.
spirit cry for this generation
we're chasing the wind trying to embrace it
open our eyes
to all the lies that we try to justify
when deep down inside all we want to find
is someon that loves us all of the time
and it's you
-you're beautiful
wanting more for their own existence...
Tell me,
How will we make a difference,
for eternity?
Does anybody want to know why...
we're alive?
What's teh purpose of this life?
Before I die and I leave the world behind...
I want to know why I'm alive.
God created for the Creator,
to live inside
there's a hole in your soul and i know,
that you try
to fill it
with everylittle thing but the very one who can,
heal it
and bring hope to a world that wants to know why..... .they're alive.
spirit cry for this generation
we're chasing the wind trying to embrace it
open our eyes
to all the lies that we try to justify
when deep down inside all we want to find
is someon that loves us all of the time
and it's you
-you're beautiful
Man, I feel like the more people I meet, the more I ruin the chance of compacting all the love I have in the people I know already, but I feel like if I don't go out there and just go crazy with meeting all these billions of people, I will miss out. I think I've been so worried about missing out on any and every little thing possible, that I just paralyzed myself ice cold.
And I realize I'm not getting any younger, and so the feeling of "ahh shoot... I've blown all my chances," and that applies to the girl issue a lot. I think I have no stinkin' idea what I want.
All i know is that for some odd reason with all this stuff there's this feeling of regret... A feeling of why couldn't it just be like it used to?-- always living in the past...
Why is it that people like to tell stories of the past so much?
Why cannot I just get that one thing that I need to get??? I just want to scream and break stuff! I feel so ignorant, yet I feel all of the others that aren't bothered by this "petty" stuff are even more ignorant, but I am not one to judge.
This just brings thousands of questions about my existence as a man, christian, and human being...
So frustrated that I want it all to end, but so regretful I don't want it to ever end......
Shalom.
And I realize I'm not getting any younger, and so the feeling of "ahh shoot... I've blown all my chances," and that applies to the girl issue a lot. I think I have no stinkin' idea what I want.
All i know is that for some odd reason with all this stuff there's this feeling of regret... A feeling of why couldn't it just be like it used to?-- always living in the past...
Why is it that people like to tell stories of the past so much?
Why cannot I just get that one thing that I need to get??? I just want to scream and break stuff! I feel so ignorant, yet I feel all of the others that aren't bothered by this "petty" stuff are even more ignorant, but I am not one to judge.
This just brings thousands of questions about my existence as a man, christian, and human being...
So frustrated that I want it all to end, but so regretful I don't want it to ever end......
Shalom.
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