Ouch.

So, it's a friday night and I'm all by my lonesome... I can't get a hold of any of my friends from highschool, because I'm not in the cell phone loop. Thought I would hang out with my bro... but:
As I proceed to ask my brother if he wants to do something tonight, he's like, "uhhhh... I don't feel good," and goes and lays on his bed... No more than 5 minutes later, his girlfriend calls, and what do ya know! He's suddenly all better and ready to go! Hmm... I believe the term is "cold", but if you find a better one, let me know please.

I am so bored. I thought I missed home, but, the fact is, I don't get home sick. I miss not being home. I miss AU. I'm really starting to regret not spending the week at Audge's house... I feel like nothing is getting done when I'm at home. I have way too much free time. All there is to do, it seems like, is watch TV and sleep, but I am sick of that already. I got my hopes way up and shot way down... I was expecting everyone to be like, "Oh, Ryan's home! Let's do something fun, let's enjoy the summer weather, let's do SOMETHING, anything, Ryan will make it fun." That's not the way it is though, and it's probably my fault for the most part...
no words of wisdom tonight. sorry.
shalom.