Now listening to: Parachutes and A Rush of Blood to the Head by Coldplay
Memory is such a weird thing... Why do we remember somethings over others? "It's your psyche."?? I don't think so... Cuz there's a lot of stuff that I remember that I don't want to remember or are not important to me. But, I guess they could be important to my pysche...
I've noticed lately, I have nothing to say of substance... I am going into a distance from people. From you. Everything is distant. Even my thoughts.
What do I think about?? I don't remember...
Was it worth remembering?? I hope so, but let's be honest... Probably not.
I am happy though. A person has encouraged me without raising my ego... that's awesome and much appreciated.
I do remember thinking about the world... the Christians... the life of ryan dewalt... Ya know what else I though about? How tragic they all are...
ouch-- stop picking at it or it will just bleed more...
I will pick though... What has caused this scar?? How deep is it?? I can only know by picking at it.
"we live in a beautiful world." you think so, mr. coldplay? check.
"I am the problem." you've got a point mr. blue like jazz. check mate.
So, what do I do? There so many problems, but just you.... I propose a change, self (that's what I call myself when I'm talking to myself. You may do the same also if you wish).
Life. Do something with it! Wam, bam, thank you officer.
Put my success in something... In what? The word made flesh guy said it well when he said, "Failure is being successful at something that doesn't matter."
What things that don't matter have I been or tried to be successful at???? (don't be offended, this has nothing to do with what you may participate in that doesn't matter to me and may matter to you...)
Video Games. Sports. Buying "cool" clothes. Being cool. Exercising for the sake of looks. Getting an 'A' in class( :0 Oh no, what did he just say?!?). Seeing the latest movie for $8.00. Being lazy. Judging people (or "criticizing"). Joking. Lying. Complaining. Being a jerk. Acting like a Christian. Acting like I have all the answers. Striving for attention. Being "unique".
Hahahahahahaha.... it's kind of funny... how many of us are so "successful." haha.
Chapter 7 of My Most Memorable Moments
Being a Ninja.
In the days of third grade, you were the man. But you were no man... You were a ninja! Tongoy! We never had to grow up and be responsible, we could just be crazy ninjas that live through the shadows. Now that's what I'm talking about. All you had to do was practice your front flip, make a bunch of paper ninja-stars, and construct sweet booby-traps, ropes, and whatnot... It was so much easier just to being a student only during the day and to be an assassin by night... But watch out for those evil girls and their cooties!!! Run to your battlestations!! And if they almost kiss you, distract them by crying and saying you hurt something, then when they're not paying attention, RUN!!! The sunset will set soon, dinner will be ready, you will sleep, and wake up a child again....
Keep it real.
Shalom.
Memory is such a weird thing... Why do we remember somethings over others? "It's your psyche."?? I don't think so... Cuz there's a lot of stuff that I remember that I don't want to remember or are not important to me. But, I guess they could be important to my pysche...
I've noticed lately, I have nothing to say of substance... I am going into a distance from people. From you. Everything is distant. Even my thoughts.
What do I think about?? I don't remember...
Was it worth remembering?? I hope so, but let's be honest... Probably not.
I am happy though. A person has encouraged me without raising my ego... that's awesome and much appreciated.
I do remember thinking about the world... the Christians... the life of ryan dewalt... Ya know what else I though about? How tragic they all are...
ouch-- stop picking at it or it will just bleed more...
I will pick though... What has caused this scar?? How deep is it?? I can only know by picking at it.
"we live in a beautiful world." you think so, mr. coldplay? check.
"I am the problem." you've got a point mr. blue like jazz. check mate.
So, what do I do? There so many problems, but just you.... I propose a change, self (that's what I call myself when I'm talking to myself. You may do the same also if you wish).
Life. Do something with it! Wam, bam, thank you officer.
Put my success in something... In what? The word made flesh guy said it well when he said, "Failure is being successful at something that doesn't matter."
What things that don't matter have I been or tried to be successful at???? (don't be offended, this has nothing to do with what you may participate in that doesn't matter to me and may matter to you...)
Video Games. Sports. Buying "cool" clothes. Being cool. Exercising for the sake of looks. Getting an 'A' in class( :0 Oh no, what did he just say?!?). Seeing the latest movie for $8.00. Being lazy. Judging people (or "criticizing"). Joking. Lying. Complaining. Being a jerk. Acting like a Christian. Acting like I have all the answers. Striving for attention. Being "unique".
Hahahahahahaha.... it's kind of funny... how many of us are so "successful." haha.
Chapter 7 of My Most Memorable Moments
Being a Ninja.
In the days of third grade, you were the man. But you were no man... You were a ninja! Tongoy! We never had to grow up and be responsible, we could just be crazy ninjas that live through the shadows. Now that's what I'm talking about. All you had to do was practice your front flip, make a bunch of paper ninja-stars, and construct sweet booby-traps, ropes, and whatnot... It was so much easier just to being a student only during the day and to be an assassin by night... But watch out for those evil girls and their cooties!!! Run to your battlestations!! And if they almost kiss you, distract them by crying and saying you hurt something, then when they're not paying attention, RUN!!! The sunset will set soon, dinner will be ready, you will sleep, and wake up a child again....
Keep it real.
Shalom.
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