Isn't it weird how the people dearest to you, can frustrate you the most? Maybe it's because after getting to know them more and more, you start to develop higher standards for them... In my case, my father manages to tick me off very easily when he lets his anger get a hold of him. The man who has basically raised me and taught me Christ has had this fault, or weakness, all of his life, or i should say, my life. All i can think is, "you sit here and yell at me and my brother for not being responsible, then you throw these little tantrums whenever you're the slightest offended, contradicted, etc." Don't get me wrong, i do not think i am better than he, but i'm just amazed that he doesn't correct this by now. Maybe it's a much bigger issue than i can see. I know i have problems and sins in my life that i still can't conquer. Maybe i need to take part in talking to him about it, or have a family meeting about it... I know many times in many relationships, i've had the problem of not verbalizing issues at hand, and that's still one of many things i'm trying to conquer.
anyways...
I had a hernia operation wednesday night around 9:30... yep, in some pain, i'm managing though... been trying to woddle around the house whenever i have the chance... almost got that 5 minute mile ;)
anyways...
my spiritual life's been down a bit, since i've been on break, so if you could throw some prayers up, that would be much obliged. Got to have staff meeting weds. morning with the church staff, they were very encouraging when i told them how depressed i was about the spiritual warfare that goes on at anderson...well, i'll talk more later....love all of you (and even you!)
shalom.