Saturday, January 22, 2005

I am a Broken Guardian.

Now listening to: Garden State Soundtrack

To the daughters of eve,

Do you realize? Do you understand? Do you comprehend? Do you have the slightest hint? DO YOU????? Listen to me now! Listen! "Guard your heart, for it is the welspring of life!" Do you know what that means?!?! Don't lower your standards!! Don't put up with crap that you don't have to!! God is the perfect example of what kind of men you need in your life. You are absolutely beautiful. Amazing in every unique way you were created, why you were created, and how you created. Listen! Now! Listen to me! A man who does not fight for you, your purity, and your every being... IS NOT A MAN! Listen to me! I cannot stress enough. I am here to protect you. I am here to fight for you. I am hear to make sure that God's purpose and plan for you is fulfilled. Can you hear me? Do you hear me? You may see these words, but do they scream in your heart!! I know from the mistakes that I have made, that a boy will break, rip, and steal a woman's heart even if he doesn't know he's doing it. But a man... a man... will respect.... will recognize the value of you. He will love you. He will know that he loves you because God created you in love. DO YOU HEAR ME?? I am one of few left. I am a guardian. And whether you know it or not, I am here to protect you. It makes my heart break. It makes me cry?? I don't think you can comprehend how much it hurts me and makes me so angry... You are my sister. I am here to protect you with my life if I have to. And sometimes that may mean taking myself out of your life. I will always try to keep in mind whenever I can of you, your heart, and my God. DO YOU HEAR ME?? Is your heart listening to this? If he is not treating you the way you deserve "let go, let go....there is beauty in the breakdown"... God is writing his love story for you and your love story for Him. IT WILL BE PERFECT. Trust what I say now if you ever trust anything that has ever come out of my mouth. I am a guardian. My heart is my armor, my God is my strength.
Love, Love, Love.
Shalom, shalom,
Shalom.

1 comment:

this girl said...

You don't know me, but I'm glad you wrote this.

Men these days are mostly selfish with no apparant manners at all. There aren't very many people like you out there these days, and those who have more than just basic manners are few and far between.

Thank you again for writing this, and I hope to keep reading the brilliant thoughts you publish.