ch. 6

Now listening to: Faith and Devotions of a Satellite Heart by The Violet Burning

I really do need a hair cut.... I do not know what to do though....should i trim it? should i buzz it short? should i get a mohawk? I have to keep in mind that, honestly, my hair line is somewhat receding... oh geeze... i am old.
This weekend was very good. I got to go to half of a retreat on Friday night...and guess what happened. I took a nap between sessions and I woke up a half an hour into the main speaker's sermon!! Woopsie Daisies. "Sleep. No I never get enough. I'm always waking up tired..." I have not gotten to bed before 3 o'clock a.m. for over a week now... I'm an idiot. It just seems like I don't really need it that bad. I'm starting to feel that way about food too... I eat like one meal a day.... hmmm.... oh right. the weekend. Hung out at the cottage with friends, talked to Emily F. about some really deep stuff till 4 a.m. It was a very good talk. I got to see a lot of her heart. If you don't know her, get to know her!
Anyways... hung out with Audrey a lot :) Went to French class, lunch, had dinner at her apt., watched a movie, studied, talked, laughed :) Everyone keeps asking, "What are you guys?" To our faces when we're together.... It's kind of awkward... I'm sorta leaving her in the wind right now, which is mean to do to anyone... so, I've scheduled a "talk" tomorrow night... I can't tell you the secrets of my plan, but I will fill you in later :)
I'm happy. I'm also sad. At church today, we laid hands on those needing prayer because they were broken... When I looked up and saw two of my guys... I instantly cried... I don't think my guys will ever comprehend how much I love them. I can't bear to see them in times of struggle and pain. They are my brothers.
What if Clocks and Watches didn't exist? That would be stinkin' awesome! Everyone would be so much more relaxed... You could just say meet me over there around mid-afternoon... the tiny OCD wouldn't kick in as much... Think about that revolutionary idea.
Well, this is the worst blog i've written...i apologize.
i could make it better....

Chapter VI of My Most Memorable Moments
Toys. Action figures... especially G.I.Joe...i would conquer the world with those things....booyah...Ninja turtles... Do i need to say anything else?
Legos. I used to have so many legos! My imagination would go bazurk with this things, the limits were endless! I would build super secret service houses, spaceships, guns, swords (and would hit each other with them). Legos are awesome...too bad they're so expensive now :(
That's it.
Shalom.