Blink- you'll miss it. Don't blink- you'll go blind.

Now listening to: Depression by Ryan DeWalt

What happened?? Okay... I had such an awesome day yesterday (because Audrey is now my girlfriend :)) Things are awesome. So, what happened today?? What happened?? Why does my life have to fluctuate like this so often?? Can't I just be on fire for God and have a good time? Can't I just have a problem that can have a question to it?
"What is wrong?"
"What is right?"
"If I knew, I just might."
"But your answer might change
before the end of the night."
"Well, it's your fight."

It's so easy to have the answer when you don't have the problem. If only I could talk to myself from 3 days ago. He would have the answer. If only God would open the clouds and with his loud, booming voice give me the answer that will suffice for the rest of my life. If only... If only... If only I would suck it up and quit whining about things. Someone starving to death would say, "If only I had the money, clothing, and blessings to you have your 'if only's'... If only you could realize that I'm only gonna have another day to live only if you 'if only' off your butt and just do what you know is right."

shalom.