Slap Me In The Face, For You and I Both Know I Deserve It

Now listening to: Pete Schmidt

"I want new found glory. Make it anything but ordinary, cuz I'm not here to stay. I wanted to know that I, I'm losing myself went I let you go away. I want new found glory, every single day...
There's bright lights on dark nights. My mind's off track. Sack up all the things you love. And shove them over to me. I'm always feeling homeless. Now homesick of myself. Find me now untie me. From all these things I've felt..."

It's funny how stupid I am. I do not know what I want. My mind yells over the voice of my heart. I confuse myself.
I am a jerk. I want to tell you, if you don't know already. Stay away from me. You better just stay away...
And I want to tell you-- you that have found out. I am sorry. You may not ever forgive me. And, I may not deserve to be. You should hate me.

This semester is over. Time. How well did I use it? Very well. I have made these tremendously amazing friends and have tried to show them how lovely, beautiful they actually are, and not how others had taught them.

"But I wanted you to know. Wanted you to know I did everything. Everything I wanted them to see. Just how good you could be. Especially for you. And on the side just me. I wanted them to know. Just how good you could be. How good you could be..."

Top 5 Christmas Presents:
5. My Heart.
4. God's Heart.
3. To unbreak what I've broken.
2. Normality.
1. Self-removal.
0. Shalom.