Going to listen to once I finish my blog: Simply Nothing by Shawn McDonald
What has been going on? Christmas. I got a lot of stuff considering I didn't ask for anything... I really enjoyed it! I also enjoyed getting my family gifts.
1. I've been lifting weights. Booyah. Trying to glorify God with my body and loving the feeling of it.
2. I've been reading. I read the first book of The Chronicles of Narnia, called, "The Lion, The Witch, and the Wardrobe." Although this book is for kids, I just can't help to fall in love with the imagination and parallel to Christianity that it has. I'm reading I Kissed Dating Goodbye. I realize how selfish I am. Almost every girl that I'm friends with, I flirt with for my own pleasure. I thought it was alright to joke around, but this book is scrambling everything about relationships with women that I tried all my life to develop.
3. I've been to many different doctors. I have to take more medication for my seizure disorder. It's so frustrating, because I go in there and people are obviously messed up in the head. "I'm not messed up like this!" is what I think to myself. BUT, I AM MESSED UP. Why would I be there, if I wasn't? It makes me so mad!!! I just want to cry and die.
4. I've hung out with my family, which has been great. Rachel, my 12 yr. old sis, is very upset about something. Please pray for her to open up and for me to love her unconditionally. Heath, my 17 yr. old bro, has a girlfriend (freshman in college). It worries me, because I know he has the greatest potential to be a worker of God, and I'm afraid that he might just take feelings for this girl and put them above everything else-- even God. Jacob, my 8 yr. old bro, doesn't eat anything healthy. Hannah, my 2 yr. old sis, doesn't like me cuz I don't let her have her own way.
5. Got to hang out with some of the highschool gang... It was fun.
So... To all my friends. I love you. And I am sorry for all my wrong doings.
Shalom.
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