Don't waste your time with this one...

Album now listening to: How to Dismantle an Atomic Bomb by U2
Was listening to Youth of the Nation by POD -- great old school song!

What am I missing?? It seems like everyone has all these connections to find opportunities to do awesome things. I truly believe that I am totally naive to the world around me. I have no idea what's going on with anything. Whether it be with politics, world disasters, ministry opportunities, relationships with the opposite sex, or anything else that doesn't directly involve my life.
Am I too lazy? (don't answer that) I want to get connected. The only way I can think of how to start doing this is to read the newspaper and Relevant magazine...But that's pathetic. WHY CAN'T THE BIBLE AND GOD BE ENOUGH??? "To be in the world, not of it"... Do I take this too literal? I thought that people are to know I am a Christian by my love, not by my t-shirt, or my bumper sticker, or my knowledge of secular topics. I'll stop raging out...

So, I think I'm going to dreadlock my hair...

I went on a "date" with Whitney Lyman. She said I had to say that. She bought me coffee and my heart ;) We went to Humbleman's Holiday. It was good...

Now I'm just waiting for midnight breakfast to come by...

Speaking of which, I'm on steroids and they make me hungry all of the time. I eat until I'm stuffed and then I am still hungry for more! (Hint for spiritual metaphor right there) I wish my life for God was like that, that I would stuff my face with it and keep wanting more. It's pathetic that I know that I benefit so much each time I pray or read the Bible, yet I don't do it when I have the time. Why am I so stupid? "Like a dog returns to it's vomit, so a fool returns to his folly." I really do believe that I can be like Christ, that I can be perfect through the power of God. "For I can do anything through Jesus Christ, who strengthens me." If not, then why would He call us to follow Him? And I don't want to do it just for my benefit, I want to do it because I know that I can worship God so absolutely through this sanctified holy.
Shalom.

p.s. please forgive me for my short attention span and typing to fill a blog up... My mind is scattered...
ps2. this is what part of the alphabet would look like with out the letters 'q' and 'r'... and if it had a 2 in it. this is also a video game system.
pss. why do people say this when they try to get others' attention?
p.p.s.s. i'm dumb.