Well, a lot has been going on. Either that, or I'm just stressing out a lot and making it seem that way. My heart mos def feels incomplete. And maybe that's what will/should be the deciding factor if I stay here at school. I hope that I'm not being self-centered because I don't have an "action packed" life. I truly do feel incomplete in my struggle to work out the glory of God. I know that I'm "making a difference as being an R.A. and stuff", but in all honesty, would I be making a bigger difference if I discipled those who know Christ already so that they could do the same, or if I discipled those who are totally lost? Who can do what I'm doing now? Many can. Who will do what no one wants and go out to the poor and love them fully? I must. What would I do if I left? I don't exactly know, but I think that's what stirs my heart even more-- not knowing the future; just relying on God.
Shalom.
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